Tonight was fantastic. For so long i have been stuck at my computer, moneyless, worrying about how crap i was going to be after 2 months out.

I went out with 3 friends, an opening machine, one of my best friend in brighton and a guy with huge AA. We started off slowly as one of my friends had forgotten my I.D. When we did get going i had this new confidence, i dont know where it had come from but i had half the AA i had before. The problem was that i felt like i was getting punished for my new confidence. Everytime i there was an avaliable set my wings were saying go on ******* approach. I guess this was a good thing as i got into more sets but i have trouble sitting around waiting for them to open.

Anyway all in all it was a good night and good to have a successful night, but i feel let down by my wings. I hope as they see me get better they will feel the pressure to improve, I am sure they will.