Before anyone starts this isn't on getting women or going out speaking to loads of people. It's about chaining my life so that I can become happy and along the way hopefully help others that have been in my situation this is a 30 day challenge to change my life. I promise I will not lie at all if I fail to do something please let me know about it.

So I'm doing like a little diary if you like, Setting goals for myself and actually telling you the truth if I'm doing it or not! no one has to reply to this but this would be great if you add some stuff and telling me if I'm doing something wrong. This isn't about getting women or going out talking to loads of people. It's about bettering myself and my relationship and making me an all around happier person. Lets say I am copying the 30 day challenge from Neil Strauss but instead of picking up women and getting confident because without sounding cocky I know how to do that and I'm not a shy person I have real issues with my life and the way I am living it. So lets call it my 30 days of challenge.

What made me want to do this is reading up on this form all day how people have change their lives for the best and living it to the limit I want to do the same I sit in my room day in day out like my castle and I am fed up getting depressed and if I carry on I will lose my girlfriend and if I'm honest the only person keeping me fucking sane at the moment. I have no job no goal or nothing I'm not a lazy person what so ever just not very lucky, People say you make your own luck I do think that is partly true yes but I've been looking at it like this! Allot of my friends have been lucky because their dads have got them into jobs with them because they are high up or know people as my dad is not like that yes he has a good job but he isn't in the position to get me a job with him. If I'm honest I don't want a job like that I want to get it off my own back and say yeah I did it by myself.

Anyway at the start it will be small goals just to get me through the door. It's to late in the day now to actually to start Day 1 so... I will write my goals for day 1 and start it tomorrow I will not take brakes or anything this will be a full 30 day none stop challenge and throughout I will tell you if I was able to do it or not or if I wasn't and why etc... I would like some help with this if possible tell me what I'm doing wrong also suggestions for goals etc...

So my main goals I will be working towards is...

1.Get a job I love
2.Get myself out my comfort zone ( my room )
3.Pass my driving test
4.Better relationship with my parents
5.Keeping my word to my girlfriend.

Most of you already have all that to some of you they might be the basic things everyone has in life but I long to have that even if I did a couple of them things I would be such a happier person. Here goes wish me luck .[/code]

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The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.

Day 1

The start of a new me begins. Tomorrow when i actually start this the goals I will be working towards are

My driving-
I will be revising for my theory test tomorrow and keep doing soo until I feel I am ready to take the test.

Getting out of my room-
I will be going for a jog then going around town asking people if they know of any work just for a while so I can make a little bit of money to treat me and my girlfriend.

Up dating my C.V-
Write a new C.V so It looks good and professional so that I can get a good job out of it.

Work towards the job I want-
This isn't easy but I will be looking online to see how I can work towards and what I need to do, to get the job I am passionate about which is either computers or sports.

Working on my Inner self-
This is a big one for me In fact this is what I want to do the most. I find it hard on how to do this so... I've been told to meditate I will meditate tomorrow for 15 mins and work my way up to longer times. I have hard time concentrating I don't have allot of patience so any advice here would help allot.

Anyway I will let you know how it goes tomorrow night.

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The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.

Right Day 1

I did everything today but update my C.v I realised if I'm going to get the job I want there is no use me turning up there with a shitty C.V I have written. So I am going to get professional help on this and it's free so all is good on this.

As for my theory I did an hour today went quite well passed all the online exams but still think by fluke .

Working towards the job I want, I had a really long think about this! I said Computers and Sports was my passion but ever since I was in School I've always wanted to become an Estate Agent! So I've been looking online all day to see what I need and really you don't need any qualifications or stuff like that you just need to be confident be able to bullshit and sell. Which PUA have give me some of them skills so I'm working towards that.

As for getting out my room I went for a 2 mile jog today and just sat outside had a long think about me and my girlfriend.

And working on my inner self I've been meditating this morning for 15 minz and did so for 10 minz before and will do it before bed.

Day 2

Tomorrow I will be working on near enough the same goals. I'm still finding meditating quite hard I don't feel as if I'm doing it right. Like all my worries come to the surface and I can't clear my head. So my goals for day 2 are...

Work on inner self-
Read up on some Buddha methods and exercise allot more go for a 2 mile jog and do some weights.

Work towards my driving-
Revise for my theory look up on some driving instructors.

Work towards my dream job-
Look for appropriate questions to ask them and prepare myself for going around meeting some estate agents.

Sort things with my Girlfriend!-
Quite a big day for me tomorrow we are sorting out all our problems tomorrow I spoke to her on the phone tonight! She seemed soo down and asked me to cheer her up I did my best and she said she doesn't want to end it with me but things do need to change, Which she is so right they do so we'll be having a big talk and sort it tomorrow.

Well they are my tasks for tomorrow I know they arn't the best or the most out there tasks but they are important to me. Wish me luck .

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The Edge... there is no honest way to explain it because the only people who really know where it is are the ones who have gone over.

how have the other days gone? well i hope