Hey Guys,
long time ago since my last visit. To understand the Situation you need to know my Story.

I'm from Germany and the most time of my life i was a real badass metallian guy. Long Hair, Denim and Leather etc. It was hard for me to controll my anger, thats the reason why i start training Karate. Combat and Meditation helped me a lot. There's ever this little 'Dark' side in me, but i used it in small doses for my purpose. When i was 26 my company sends me to the US. Without Training i gained 20 Kilogramms in one year, something i want to get rid of when i came back.

Cause of an accident my knees hurts, and the Trainer of the Gym said that a specific Workout would be good. I trusted him, cause it was a Gym for medical Training. After 2 Days my knees hurts with every step, so i went to the Doctor. The Diagnosis was shocking: When I workout, the more I could have been run without pain, never again! 8 horrible weeks followed, and i want to make this guy pay! A Trail was stopped (Welcome to the german justice!), and i calmed down my anger. This is 2,5 years ago.

Till the beginning of the week. Now a FB of mine, i've started to like more than normal, offered me that she's dating a collegue. And she asked me if this is ok for me. So she is a Waittress, he's the bartender and when i saw this guy i nearly puked. It was the guy! More and More details i've found out matched. I've starting to remember, and in the evening i told her the story. She said 'Could Happend everywhere'.

Yesterday i've told her that i will step back from her, cause i don't want to use her for my revenge (some of my 'old' behavoir). Short: The Woman i like, dates the guy i hate more than everything else.

Normaly my inner game is strong, but in that case i don't know what to do

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