Regaining Unshakeable Inner Confidence and Direction?

Since I started college in San Diego 5 years ago my life has been a roller coaster of adventures and defeats. My freshman year I discovered the Game and my life exploded into feelings of opportunity and excitement with all the women I could meet. Although my skills in the field were no where close to perfect, I built up an inner game that make me confident and successful to the point of thrilling recklessness.

Like many of us here, after a two years of pushing my limits as a PUA, I gained what many of us set out achieve when we first dedicated our lives to bettering ourselves as PUAs. I met amazingly stunning girl that turned my world upside down and made me feel like I had obtained everything I had set out to conquer. However, I had only scratched the surface of my pickup potential and did not know how much more I had yet to learn.

After three years of unbelievable highs and long periods of drama filled lows, I have strayed far from the PUA I once was. Though it took a lot of inner strength to end a relationship that was never meant to work, I find myself a lost shard of the unstoppable man I once thought I was.

Although at times it seems daunting, I've decided to dedicate myself to once again becoming a master PUA no matter what it takes. However at times it seems that I have no idea where to begin and find myself lost on the path to building an unstoppable (and permanent) inner frame.

As this is my first time posting on a PUA forum, I'm reaching out to all of you for help in rebuilding my inner game and once more possessing unshakeable confidence. I have always been extroverted but for some reason I've been having insane approach anxiety every time I'm in the field and feel like I've lost all the abilities I once had.

Even if it means starting from square one all over again, how can I rebuild my confidence and perfect my inner game?