Hey guys.
Recently I started to search the internet for something that its bothering me for years and cant find a real answer or someone in a similar situation. I could not find any topic on this and during my search i stumbled on this forum.
Maybe you could share some light or maybe there are more people with the similar experiences.

Here are my "stats"
Im a 30 years old male from Eastern Europe. Im 5.7 (1.70m) and 150 pounds(68kg). I have no real respectable job, im not famous or infamous, im not rich, and I think that i look like the child of Gollum and The Hunchback of Notre Damme(when im feeling depressed) If im feeling ok I think I look like a 5 maximum. So I have 0 self esteem and 0 game with the ladies.I do not approach women because I think its a waste of time because no woman would wanna fuck me. And you probably guessed it, I am also a virgin. I actually think if I go to a hooker she will reject me because im so discusting.
But and this is a big BUT, there are some facts which I cant figure it out and also I cant deny them anymore.

Ive been approached in one way or another by all kinds of women during my life until this day (actually last night). From young to older, from beautiful to literally crippled women and even a gay man.
Im willing to accept that my mind is so warped that at least 90% of what I think of women giving me signs is just my head making shit up or interpreting things wrong because im starving for affection. But there are 5% to 10% instances that are so obvious that even I who thinks no woman would have any interest in me, even I think there was some type of flirting there.

Here are some examples of signs I got during the years: Invited to parties or places, touching diferent body parts, starting conversations out of nowhere, smiles or laughs out of nowhere (one happend last night when I asked a young pretty shop sales girl for a pack of KENT cigarettes and she answered NO with a laugh like I just told her a joke), blatantly offering me sex (both the gay man and other women-not attractive), offering me stuff like food, small gifts, even weird things (one time a young female coworker offered to give me a free expensive haircut in a "high class" cosmetic place), and many other signs and approaches but im affraid to tell them all because you would think im making shit up.

So I honestly cant understand whats happening. Untill about 4 months ago I thought these women can see through me, they see im an ugly pathetic virgin loser and feel sorry and thats why they smile and offering me shit. Just like people give stuff to homeless and beggars.
Now after some research im not so sure thats the reason I get this attention. From what Ive read only attractive people get this type of attention but I cant seriously think that about myself. All my life I thought I look like a fucking idiot non-threatening monster. So there must be another explanation. Maybe I have some type of positive energy or something...

What do you guys think?
Is anyone here experienced something similar?

Thank you!

My guess is that you don't look as bad as you think and when you are out and not thinking about it some girls think you look interesting. That's it. Then, if you are anything like me, when you notice they are interested you turn into a self conscious, jittery weirdo that chases them away? Sound about right?

Learn how meditation works and find some confidence biulding material that appeals to you.

Yeah man. sometimes I literally run away from them. Or if I cant get away I say nothing or try to sabotage myself or act like an incredible asshole. I had this nice looking smart girl going after me for sometime and I just rejected her any chance I got.
Im looking for some professional help but im guessing its going to be a long and hard road to so called normality.

Do you experienced something similar?

First thing I have to say is...CONFIDENCE

I thought I had psyche problems about myself in the past. Then I've seen this forum about your description. Come on, you can't look that bad, but honestly if you have read anything from any of these Tips on how to be a Pick Up Artist you will know looks, money, or job has nothing, NOTHING to do with approaching or picking up women. It's all just one big Craft and a little common sense. Your stature, your body language, your kino, the way you talk to women, and of course one major factor is your CONFIDENCE. If you think you're somebody, you're somebody.

Which obviously you act like you have some confidence, but then start acting like some weirdo and scare everybody off. Everyday you should try new techniques in confidence building. You can even PM me about it if you want or study up on it yourself. You're not some monster...

First Tip : You need to quit putting yourself down. Say and do things that will raise your self-esteem, even if it's not about your job, your looks. You can't become some businessman over night or get plastic surgery, but everything you can do all the way from clothes to deodorant, cologne, body wash and shoes with the way you walk and present yourself can easily transform you. You need to look all this up and study it HARD!!!

The women probably take interest in you and honestly just because you're out and about doesn't mean you're going to get laid so if you're a virgin as you say don't freak out. Being out may not even lead to sex and if it does you can get some experience under your belt even if something bad happens and she thinks you're horrid, but by the sounds of it if anything bad happens you'll just hammer on yourself even worse WHICH IS BAD so knock it off.

Transform yourself and NO you're not over-reading into things and analyzing situations and people...they are really intrigued by you, they don't feel pity. Women don't show pity like that and not in those numbers especially. You obviously have something that captivates women so get out there and start playing your game...rather now than later, you only live once and this is your time to shine! Good luck and Enjoy! Study as much as you can on increasing your appearance and performance, but remember it's not all about your appearance, all the other things I have stated earlier are WAY MORE IMPORTANT...ask any true Pick Up Artist... it's an ART FORM NOT A MODEL SHOW!

Your stature, your body language, your kino, the way you talk to women, and of course one major factor is your CONFIDENCE. If you think you're somebody, you're somebody.

ONE LAST THING I HAVE TO SAY : Women are not mind readers and they do not know about all your flaws and your hidden dark secrets...all the way from virginity to every insecurity. They do NOT know unless you tell them directly. Even the ones who may say things to you in anger about things they THINK are your flaws and insecurities DO NOT KNOW. Remember this...they only know what you want them to know and what you let them know. So act confidence, but not self-absorbed and DO NOT continuously talk about yourself or that will lead to the truth...say as much as you want them to know or things that will make a great conversation. I hope the best for you...this thread was very disheartening, I really feel for you and that's not pity, that's just hoping that you'll progress in your path to be a true Pick Up Artist with Natural Confidence.

You should read the women and let the women read what you want them to read from you which should be you dripping in Confidence and letting them know you can pick anyone up, AND that they are only as special as you want them to be, but you're always special. KEY POINT

You think it's all about looks?

Men can be attracted to women simply by looks alone.

Women, on the other hand, are all over the board. Fortunately for us, the majority of women are attracted to so many other things than just looks.

There are obviously some very attractive things about you. Figure out what those are and develop them further so that you can take advantage of your natural gifts.

Most of all, you need to fully accept that you are attractive in some (or many) ways. Embrace it. Don't deny it. You've already accepted that there are unattractive things about you, but you've spent way too much time focusing on the negative. It's warped your mind to believe in a reality that simply isn't true. Time to focus on the positive.

Because you've solidified your mind up to this point to believe in a reality that you are inherently unattractive and that no woman in her right mind would want to have sex with you, you sabotage yourself in order to maintain this false illusion. That's your ego at work. It's the greatest obstacle to success.

Another poster above recommended meditation. That is one of many excellent tools you can use to tame that pesky ego so that you can finally take your life in a more positive direction.