Guys, I know pick up is all about positive energy and getting the girl in your frame or your reality as RSD tells us. I have been following the pick up community for a very long time now. I have seen thousands of videos, read a few books, articles etc. I still am not leading anywhere. I feel like I am stuck in the middle.

I'll elaborate. I wanted to learn pick up coz I never had a girlfriend and I still don't. I have hooked up with a few girls but I don't want that now. I always try not to fall for a girl cause I have always faced rejection or ignorance and so I go and meet more girls to get myself out of it. I don't have a wing and because of my location(Dubai), I can't really "sarge". I am stuck up on this girl for a very long time, I tried to move on and I hooked up with a few more girls and basically tried to forget about her. I don't want to fall for her but at the same time I want her. It's so hard to explain and it sucks that I am not able to handle this on my own. I am getting mindfucked and I am unable to find a solution. I am never able to isolate her or build attraction.
I have DHV'd, built rapport and basically tried everything. Now, I just don't give her attention and ignore her. She's a part of my social group and I am just never able to talk to her individually and I don't want to stick to texting her. I become emotionally very weak when I am around her and I want to develop myself and conquer this. I just don't know how and I feel lonely and my negative emotions are controlling me.

I have written this message with no congruence cause I wrote whatever came in my head. So, you can understand my state right now.

Thanks guys.

Don't worry bro you sound smar I'm sure you can figure it out, we are here if you have any questions, you can pm me if you have anything you wouldn't like to discuss in the open

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You have a bad case of oneitis.

You are not very likely to end up with this girl but you will meet another girl you like in time and look back at this experience wondering what the hell you were thinking!

Most of us have been there

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