So here's my story, whether you want to read it or not. Since 16 I have always been in a relationship, then I got comfortable in one and moved to University from Birmingham to Northampton. I have always been good in social situations I can generally make anyone laugh when out and people generally tend to like me. While at Uni my girlfriend at the time cheated on me and like most I was devastated because I knew she was lying about it. I then spent the average amount of time being a little girl in my room getting upset while keeping a straight face in public.

I then met another girl and everything was going well for a few weeks when I realised from her facial expressions (I tend to be good at telling when people re lying) that she had been doing the same as my ex. The pissed off phase lasted a shorted time than before. I then decided that to get over this I had to go out and just sleep with anyone.

I slept with this absolute dog who smelt really bad and just reminded me of a uncooked loaf of bread, and all I was doing was what felt like, needing the bread. It was disgusting. So up until about a month or two ago I stopped having sex and seeing women completely, I don't know why but that's just what happened.

Here is where the change is. I'm sick and tired of sleeping with Gollum looking girls or worse girls that look like his arsehole. I am not the most attractive guy in the world but screw those rules they aren't mine. Now I can't afford to go to workshops even though I would love to but from what I hear this is a community of brothers, and we are all in the same boat and have the same goals.

So for starters I understand this is a very big rant and I am not apologising for it so if you have read this far you want to see a part that I am making, here it is.

As a community I would to ask if there is anyone in the Birmingham/Northampton area that what's to take this seriously with me, outside or work and uni, day or night I want to have what I deserve and what every guy deserves so if anyone is interested in becoming and helping me become a new man send me a message or post here. I don't want to be a nasty guy to girls may I just add, but like they say. No girl wakes up in the morning saying, 'I hope I don't get picked up today'.

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