Back in february the highschools in my country all visited prauge for a Drunk vacation, including me and my girlfriend.

My girlfriend really got drunk all nights, to a point were it was really uncomfortable to me, and if i had to experience it again I would definitely break-up, ever since that, i have dealt with insecurity in my relationship, which i in someway am starting to see light at the end of the tunnel. However every time she wants to go out with her friends, i start to feel sick in my stomach, in a way i just wishes she would drop her plans and come home to me, sometimes i just want to go to sleep at ten so i am not awake to experience her being out..

I have no clue how to get over this, and i know it started back from our vacation in Prague, so how do i get over this trauma experience??

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Sounds intense. Probably not as much to do with your girlfriend as it might seem on the surface.

What was your childhood like?

Pretty sure that it has nothing to do with my childhood, it was pretty good!

I think i somehow believe that she priorities going out over me or something, and that is the problem

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I went through the same thing. She cheated on me twice this past year because she would go out and get wasted with friends all the time. I forgave her both times. In the end though, the relationship didn't work out. Her priorities weren't the same as mine.

Have you ever talked to her about it?

How did she deal with that experience with you?

Is she even willing to compromise and somehow change something about her drinking style?
How are you as a couple dealing with it?

When you can answer that question man, you will have your answer.

I talked to her about it, and yes she is willing to change, and she has in a lot of ways as well.
But whenever i think about that vacation I get frustrated and mad inside.. and sad as well...

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