| I think this topic can go further than my issue with drugs when nightgameing which I am about to explain. You can allso post your experience and findings concerning the topic.
A lot of people are saying that doing drugs such as alcohol, marijuana, xtc, cocain are not good when night gaming. I agree to a certain point but for some people it can do magic, if the right amount is consumed. A good dose of drugs can give you more energy, awereness, quicker social connections, libido, (fals)confidence the rest you can include by your experience.
My problem is when I get some good attributes I lose some allso. For example smoking marijuana and drinking can get you in a good mood and very socialy open. The more I take the more relaxed I am but the more I take I lose conversation skills. So lets say I am in a club on this two drugs. When on low dose I talk to people regularly I am just relaxed. When I get to the point of a good amount I see changes, I am more direct and say what I want I have alot of energy but I cant get to the danceflore and take a girl by the hand and dance as I wanted to. So I try to get to that "I know what im doing stage" or "letting my inner beast loose". The problem is I get stupid when girls start talking to me. I just want to dance with them and want them to feel sexy, with this in my mind I dont realy care what I say, so the most common error is I forget names, faces, cant start a good topic, cant include in a conversation and I sometimes get annoying.
I am a very analitical person and I say what is on my mind. I see myself as a thinker and a leader with good qualities. The problem is I can't realy loosen up without drugs, my mind is allways focused on something, mental masturbation might be the term. I am tired of waisting my health, mind and money to show girls on the danceflor my sexual side.
So the question is, how to fuse this yin and yang? What is your trick of getting in a club relaxed and happy as if you were drugged. What is your trick to boost the level of happyness without drugs?
I would allso appreciate some books on this topic.
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