As a small child I always cared about those around me. I've been this way my entire life. Kindness and compassion are things I strongly value.

Well, I'm not seeing this in others. I'm losing my faith in humanity. I don't want to lose this idea that there are nice people out there who actually care about the well being of others and aren't simply selfishly fulfilling their own desires.

This has been brought on by women mostly. When you haven't got a clue or make a mistake they toss you to the side cause you are of no value to them. Even if they could help you out, they don't.


I just want a reason to keep caring. Without that I will become what I've hated most in life over time. Right now I'm at a breaking point struggling to hold on to this idea. I don't want to be a cruel selfish person. I need a reason to keep caring.

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I feel like the point of a community is to help where/when/however u can.
-Aceospades12

You sound depressed, I would probably talk to a psychiatrist about that.

The problem is, that when you have this mindset about yourself that you are so low you don't realize it, but you are exuding a negative energy, and this causes those negative responses. Your depression is clouding your judgement and not allowing you to see the good.

Nobody wants to be around somebody that makes everything about themselves and how it sucks to be them, so if you want others to help you, you have to abandon that mindset.

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I would'nt be surprised because 90% of people are like that.Look at the big picture,you're here to experience a unique moment in the history of mankind,earth and spirituality.Does 21st. December 2012 ring a bell? It should because you're here for it.The end of the 4th. quarter cycle of about 26000 years of a great 100,000 year galactic cycle.It's less than 35 days from now.Everyone here and beyond is waiting with bated breath.Technically it's an upgrade of the skill sets of humans,that for those who have the potential for it,the age of aquarius.

Going into details will sound like fiction but nonetheless mind boggling.Currently
earth is feverishly preparing herself,just look at the number of reported earthquakes and freak weather conditions worldwide,some may rationalise as global warming but that's behaving like ostriches burying their heads in the earth,
pun intended.There's more to come.

On the human front it's the negative energies trying to maintain itself,
eg. greed- euro financial crisis.

Pride-territorial claims (islands sitting on oil and gas reserves);
Arms race in east asia.Historical baggage.

Basically all areas of human activity.It can be depressing but do remember why you are here for.That potential to rise above the negative and be the true you,
that of love and compassion.People may think you are worthless and stupid
but deep within you know you are real. Good luck.

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law of attraction=Your reality is the outcome of your thoughts.

No matter what you say or do there are still good people out there who care. They won't give up. Nor should you.

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“Nothing is impossible, the word itself says 'I'm possible'!” ~Audrey Hepburn