This is just a reflection about my pua progress for anyone interested. It will be about handling a reality where most of the girls you meet have heard of you and there's a lot of hate coming at you.

So I'm seventeen. I can't go to clubs and bars, meaning I just hang at house parties. When only attending house parties in my experience you run through the same social circles a lot. After a while you know or have heard of everyone. You have at least one mutual friend with everyone.

With this kind of system, words spread fast. I Kiss close at least one to three times girls weekend (at least have the last three months) and F-close at least once or twice per month. This is a lot compared to all the AFC's in my surrounding. Since there are so few PUA's with similar success in my social circles, I guess, words have spread. Most people now are showing disapproval of me. One girl a week back talked about seeing me with different girls each time she met me. She sounded curious but said she was repulsed. I have also drifted from my past close friends, most of whom say I score too much. The second last girl I tried to make a relationship fled when all of her friends, and one of mine, said she shouldn't be with me. Two of my best friends used me in pick up lines "I'm not like Swedishguy... I don't sleep around, I'm a relationship guy" - they said something like that on two different occasions. BTW they didn't close anything with the girls they said it to:P

So basically, I've felt a lot of hate these last few months and this has stunted my game a bit. I.e. I no longer play day game any good. However, I want this to change. I aim to ignore what people think. I know I shouldn't care but the negativity bums me down I guess (I also have family issues at the moment though.

I've ventilated now and what I need to do feels obvious. Ignore the haters. They don't matter. If I were to change myself to match the ideals of others, I'd lose my freedom and my lovely girls.

I need a party, I don't like any of the girls I'm currently seeing.

Sweden out