Perhaps I am somewhere in the middle with this. I feel brainwashed. I dont know by what though. Is is the way I have been thinking? Or is it the way PU has been making me think?

My sticking point is attraction. I have been doing the proper things to build attraction. Looking in the eyes. After conversation I say things that would indicate that I want to have sex. Or I will make a move in for a kiss. Or I will send out some text that would indicate that I want more.

On every ocation that I step out of my comfort zone I am given no affirmation. These girls that I call my friends that indicate that they want me. I will take action, I feel the effort of the thought that I put into this now. My results are not worth bragging about.

I got a very bad fuck buddy. I have lots of numbers. I have no real connection at this moment with anything that I could call real. Or perhaps this is my inner chode talking.

I just would like a awesome girlfriend. Or I would like some real hot fuck buddies to have when I want.

Ok, let me try to make a point! These girls I have as friends I could loose by letting them know I am interested in them. Is there a off switch to not feel like ITS ON all the time? Is there some girls I should not game? Why not see if every girl is interested in you by letting them know you are DTF.. ??

So I feel brain washed, and uncomfortable.. Anything anyone wants to tell me about what to do at this point?

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Where are you meeting these girls?

Visualise your ideal women, and think about what she does for hobbies ect.

Then do that and meet women you actually like.

ok I will try it.

I picture her running because she is in shape. It keeps her aware and healthy. She has a bubbley attitude. She is smart but does not show it. She keeps me witty. She makes me earn a joke or two when I might crack them. She inspires me. She is so sexy.

Blond, long legs. Round Butt with something to grab even though she runs alot. I see her with a nice C cup but she could have fake boobs I would not mind. I can see her cooking because she loves to please. I can see that she has a front or a fake personality sometimes. I can tear down that fakeness whenever I want just by being me.

Wow her eyes are blue. She likes to smile all the time. It is like almost strange. Other women want to be this women because she is so cool. Her eyes hypnotize me. I want to do anything for this girl.

Ok her lips are smooth just like her skin. Her nose is not to big. Her hair is long something to grab. She smells great.

This is the women I want to make lots of babys with. Ideally. I know one women kind of close to this.

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Ok you will find this woman in a Yoga or Zumba class.

Or a supermarket on a weekday at around 5-7pm in the fruit and vegetable section.

Boom

Hey, are you yoda. Way to calm the storm that was the start of this post. I can see your point though. I really enjoyed that exercise that I just did. I am looking more at my day game right now. I would not want to chump out on this opportunity in the grocery store.

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Aaaahahahahaahhaahhahahaha

damn man... you made my day LMFAO

Looking back on this funny post from a new perspective at this time. I have mostly this women now. She walks a lot insteads of running though. She has green eyes not blue. Blond total blond. She has long hair. She smiles a lot. Here personality is bubbly as I put it. She is soo silly. You would think of her as a HB8 but her personality takes her number up a notch. Its fun having the hott blond. Oh and she has a nice round ass. I would give her a B cup though. She smells great and her nose is not too big. I think her eyes distract me not hypnotize me. She has long legs. She however has never cooked for me. And I would not describe her as someone who loves to please me in every regard. But maybe she just needs to learn a thing or two from me. I am not considering making lots of baby's with her though. haha.

Its was totally the power of the thought in action. I put it down, what is it a couple of months and I got what I asked for. It is amazing how easy that was. I met her in the gym by the way. how about that!! I encourage anyone who feels like I used to at the beginning of this post to post their ideal women the way I did two months ago. Then just wait for about two months and the situation will present itself. Lol. Very powerful advice here!!

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