i have come to notice that my happyness tends to depend on how others treat me...my main objective of picking up women starting at the age of 14 was to get accepted as a person since i was rejected as a kid..my mum died while i was very young and my dad was usually absent...i was brought up by a caretaker who used to abuse me..anyway i am getting better in terms of what i believe about myself..for now at list i believe i am worthy of love and that i am a human being who deserves to be treated to respect...but my happyness is centered around women..if i hit a dry spell i feel shite..if i pickup a couple of girls i feel high like i am on some weed....how do i get rid of this? the RSD guys advice being outcome independent but how do you do that?