This thread is good for inner game building and for "finding the path."

Which is the most substantial goal anyone pulled off recently? I mean, what can you say: "I'm proud that I did this, it has a lasting substantial value. What I did adds something to my life." As, for instance, building a garden-shed.

Describe! Go!

Personally I feel that I am losing the path. Just waking up, reading random internet crap, writing some articles, watching some movies and listening music, reading books. But in the end what purpose does it really serve? Most of these articles will probably only be read by people who hang out in internet niches. I begin writing on things and then think "but I already wrote something like this a few years ago. Probably have it somewhere. I was sharper then." or: "But even if I finish it, people will complain about it and want to edit it, and nobody is going to publish it. There is just too much media to compete with."

And this way it's kind of a circle that repeats itself. I'm working with a professor on a bigger project for a year now but flakes often and nothing really comes out of it. Last few months I wrote about 50 pages of times new roman 12 about feminism, PUA, the sexual revolution and cultural Marxism, and how it all ties together. But now it's just laying on the plank. I found more data to update it with. But the same thoughts keep getting to me. Then again, I also know that not giving up is key to success, but I also feel no sense of urgency to complete it.

For me,

It really doesn't matter what I accomplish, all that matters is what I feel.

I found out a lot, experienced a lot, became a great boyfriend, turned into a jellous control freak and then into a douchebag and now I'm here, getting myself back together.