- I need help to reframe my thinking about women.
- I need to appreciate the ride.
- returning to form, "better, faster, stronger"

A) It has become clear too me why men have bad luck with women. They have completely unrealistic expectations or lack of understanding of female sexuality. Somehow society has passed this veneer of what would women should behave like but is completely untuned to their sexuality. I have read primary texts of women's carnal desires from the 17th century and upward and yet somehow we still believe women are not as sexual as men. Women like sex. Hell, sometimes women would get married so they could get their families of their case so they could have sex (see Eyes Wide Shut by Stanley Kubrik). This is why these so called asshole guys get laid. It's becomes they are coming from a frame of women are sluts. This reality becomes so strong that it becomes true.Huh. John Leguizamno has a brilliant bit where he relays the advice his mom gave to him and how no woman would be good enough for her son. "If she is willing to fuck you, she is willing to fuck somebody else". This is fucking brilliant. Not to advocate the paranoia guys have in relationships especially with women they feel they don't deserve but makes so much fucking sense it should be included in every book on pick up. I want to make this my number#1 rule to reinforce the importance of the approach and to have the "I don't give a fuck" mentality needed to keep the girl and the unnecessary drama that comes from a relationship. If a girl cheats on you, just remember the rule and find another chick until you fine one that doesn't. I have been offered sex by girls in relationships and turned it down based on what I believe to be my own moral principles. Girls are sluts and I mean that in the best way possible.

I however want to point out that this does seem like a bit overly simplistic and I will add more to this as time progresses. This is just a working hypothesis ha! I don't want to get too logical with this because that would be counter productive. I am working with inductive reasoning /through a bottom up approach.

B) I need to enjoy the process more. However it is difficult because well women crave attention and some of them only pretend to be interested for the attention. It's hard to be self-amusing when I focus on this. I want to weed out this behavior out. I was watching a video from RSD where one of the instructors stated that it doesn't matter how the interaction goes on a cold approach. A girl can give you all kinds of IODs but if you are resilient enough and wade through the bullshit tests you can close a girl who is being a complete bitch. Being in sales and seeing the correlation between sales and pickup, I believe he is absolutely right. I feel literally berated the fuck out of people working as a telemarketer and still managed to get a solid sale out of it. Some people just like to be difficult.

C) Lastly, I will reflect on what I call ground zero. After learning game initially, I eventually met a girl who made me reframe my entire reality. This sucked so bad! Well instead of continuing to whine about it, I, Altereagle have come to the realization that the entire reason why I allowed her to interfere with my reality was because my game was not solid enough. I will be much more careful when prescreening girls and willfully not give my self reason to talk to girls who seem insecure. I will also go back to prescreening friends in order to build up social value. I have already cut some people off and more people may be added. It sucks cause I have a good friend who I do music with though he's not currently active in the scene and he is now pretty much homeless. I have been friends with this guy for years but part of me really does believe if I want to reinforce a strong positive reality, I need to get into a good social position and I don't know if I can do it with him around. So far it looks like either one of us is going to make it or we both fail. I wish this wasn't the case but his frame of mind is completely out of touch with the positive reality that I am trying to build.