Well,I hit a point in my life where its time to change. Long story not-so-short,Im 20,and got into the "game" at 15.I first started with David deAngelo and cocky funny. Since I previously had no experience (or just bad ones) I tried it and it worked! Shortly after I got in a relationship for 2 years,but at the same time was fighting with my "wuss" self. In a while, I realized no matter how many techniques or game u might have,your inner game might be screwed up. I was always thinking negative,was shy,dependent on my girl,socially awkward,etc. Started resolving all that in the past years since the breakup,finally grew up and its almost like being reborn again. Also realized I was turning into a social robot and that i had BARELY had any success with ANYTHING, due to general lazyness and inner demons,I started working on all that and feel SOOOO much better,like im growing into the man I wanna be. Even with all this though i still feel kidna lost. I keep takin notes,but already have soo much PUA stuff that I want to get rid of,or keep ONLY the important to me now. Its so much that I start on one,but cant stay focused. I have alot of goals i want to reach,and want my confidence,voice,everything back,guess right now its a low point,and a little overwhelming.

I can totally relate to you. You were AFC, found the error of your ways, made some corrections which helped, but still aren't where you want to be.

You talk of being a man, so this tells me you at least understand how a man should be. That means you know that life isn't going to be easy and you will have to struggle with adversity in order to overcome it. Right now you are struggling. You can either wuss out and quit, or you can soldier on and try to improve your life day by day.

It's weird. You need to have the most strength in life when you are at your weakest. Think about that for a moment, and internalize it.

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