So, yeah, this has ALWAYS happened to me and weirdly ONLY when I'm at school (I think that could be because of my memories of how it is.)

My mindset out of school is WAY better than the one I have when I'm in it.

I become shy, boring, totally BORED aswell, I lose enthusiasm about anything, I just wanna sit in the class, because I either think I'll get thrown down or it'll be boring as hell (there's really not much to do here, honestly).
About people in my class, I haven't made friends with most of them, because I've always been EXTREMELLY anti-social (as in ignoring, making them GTFO, being dumb as sh**)
Overally I'm being viewed as a popular doll at school. (I'm a dancer.)
Alphas have toyed me yesterday and I already started getting off of them (pissed one off, LOL)

I also have a feeling if I do something bigger than usual (hit on a girl, clown around) people are gonna laugh at me. (And I think it would really happen.)

So, yh, easy questions:
1. How do I deal with myself if I start going into a "lame" mindset?
2. How do you deal with a bully? (The best ways.) (And damn, our school has some big guys.)
3. How do I hit on a girl at my school?

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