Okay so i started seeing my x-best friend again (she is a girl) and i really missed her..
i am not trying to score her although i did at first before we became good friends, what frustrated me back then and still does is that she dosen't consider me hot it really lowers my confidence ..

One of things i have learned most of the last year, is that my looks dosen't mean shit when scoring a girl, for a month ago i knew that, or i think i did, but now it seems like even though i keep telling my self that looks dosen't matter when scoring girls, it feels like i don't honestly believe in it... and it is eating me up inside!

talking to my best friend again started to lower my confidence and last week i could actually feel it hurting my game, just one week before i was in a zone were i simply felt awesome, i felt like i could hook up with any girl i wanted, and i believed it! and i think that, that belief made my game much better, and now that i know it is not true, for my best friend dosen't consider me hot, then it hurts my game! and therefore hurts my confidence which is frustrating me a lot since i just started school and want to be hooking up with a lot first year girls!!

any advice on this one? please help me, i really don't see how i can get up from this bump!!!

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hey man,

don't beat yourself up over this, there are billions of girls in the world can't you see that?

you could be talking to literally over 100 new girls a day (assuming you have alot of time on your hands and live in a big city)

if you're feelin down about your looks, why don't you join up a gym or something to help you out with your looks so you can feel more confident when it comes to this sort of thing again?

just because one girl doesn't want to hook up with you, doesn't tons of other girls don't want to (think about it, billions, there has to be at the very least 100s of millions of girls that would be down, don't let just one girl get you down, she wants to be your friend, so she must at least find you cool

you're already plenty ahead of alot of guys, and you can still get so much further, you can still improve yourself soo much and you haven't even hit the tip of the iceberg, think of all the years ahead of you

Thanks a lot for the help man i really do appreciate that you took the time to write such a great answer!

I have been doing some more thinking and i have comed down to this

I was more confident then ever before, nailed better chicks then ever before and in general just great at everything i was doing.
Then i went to see an old girl of mine who i had met 2 times before, where i fingerede her the first and fucked her the second, it was over half an year since last time, and because of my historie and of my lately high level of game, i figured that it was a done deal. Then when i met up with her, she tells me stuff like she dosen't want to fuck me again, and the reason, even though i am not to sure about it, is my looks.
and i think that it was that which fucked me up! i mean i have always been good looking but the last year i didn't think that i was closing girls because of my looks, but because of my game! so when she tells me that it is because of my looks i literally fucks my mind up! and made it seem like my game didn't help me in this situation which made me think about if it really was my game i have been using all along or just my looks?!?!

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My mind have an idea of what i deserve - i will go beyond it