No matter how conciously i strive for positive outcomes in pick up SPAM, i feel my subconscious enjoys rejection more. I've been very succesful in the past, I'm in this rut at the moment where i seem to knowingly sabotage myself. Anyone been in a similar place? How did you get out of it?

i dont understand...you'll have to be more specific.

I know what you mean man, not exactly the same, but I feel like I have just acquired this bad habit of being depressed/thinking badly about myself... and even though I have no real reason to think like that, it feels like subconsciously I want it... I can think of specific times where I have actually been depressed on purpose even! I haven't been able to fully get out of this yet, however, with the help of all the people here, I have noticed a definite improvement in the past few days! Read my threads in the lounge about my oneitis girl and look at everyone's advice... just apply it to your situation.

Hey Buddy,

Theres 3 things I think you take a look at right now:

1) David Deangelo Deep Inner Game
2) The Secret (The Law of Attraction)
3) Anthony Robbins

If that doesn't make you do a 360 i don't know what will. Keep your head up and remeber you can have or be anything you want!