I accept 3 things about my self now:

1.) I am weak

2.) I am twisted

3.) I am evil

How can I transform these qualities without giving up my dreams that are so attached to these attributes in my self? It is a hard question. I swear that once I alleviate my self of the financial hardships and the issues of mobility I will transform my life from a mediocre existence to one of reverence and respect.

I am will achieve total fitness and health. I will achieve great success. And most importantly I will achieve my dreams. Even in this time of chaos I work towards my dreams of success and power. One day those dreams will become reality.

But I will stop wasting the time of my self and everyone on this forum. I will not return to the forums until I have successfully completed the Microsoft 70-448 examination. I will prove to my self that I can accomplish a task for once.

Sincerely,

Gaius

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