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I got yelled at numerous times to the extent where i thought i was gonna be fired, at work tonight.
Over what? Something that was your fault, or something that your boss was being a blowhard about? It's easier to be a bad boss than a bad worker. Was the boss's yelling proportionate to anything you did wrong? If it's an abusive situation, don't put up with it, go find other work.
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I am not as smart as I use to be.
What does that mean? You stopped studying? You fried your brain with chemicals? You finally starting taking courses that were more difficult than you were previously used to? Your head is fogged all the time because you're suffering from depression?
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I have no idea what I want to do with my life.
Daunting, but it happens to many of us. A variation on this, is having
too many things that one could be doing with one's life.
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I went out to a party last night, and both girls I danced with LITERALLY FUCKING RAN AWAY AFTER 6 SECONDS...
You could be projecting your bad mood to them. Or they could just be brats. Really, spoiled bitchy little girls shouldn't be a huge shock to you, they can be that way.
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I have noticed I am an extremely boring person. I am funny, but not interesting. I cant really talk about interesting stuff with anyone. Girls will be interested in me, then will quickly lose interest because I have a boring personality.
What interests you?
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I want to be the popular funny guy that is always happy, going out with friends, and has girls beggin for him. But I know that is not who I am at all.
I think you'd be better off liking who you are, instead of having an image in your mind of what other people are supposed to like. But first, you have to figure out what you actually like about yourself.