We arent born were made. If you want to be alpha you have to do alpha things. In my opinion being alpha is being a leader. These qualities are first experienced in childhood. Being the captain of the basketball team, football team, etc. Pretty much its how your childhood was that makes you alpha or not. If its not your childhood then you can still become alpha. First you need to know the characteristics of the alpha then you have to apply them into your life.

Then they will become second nature to you and you will be alpha. You dont need to be a ladies man to be alpha. Im assuming that you cant be alpha unless you bonde the hottest chicks. You can be alpha without boning chicks. Boning chicks just adds onto the alphaness. Seriously bro, your inner reality creates your outer reality. You think internally your ugly therfore you project that out to the world. You think you cant be alpha becuase you werent born an alpha same shit.

Its all in your fucking head. Work on your self esteem. Pretty much I think thats your biggest downfall right now is your view of yourself. The way you look at yourself is the way others will look at you. Get a workbook on self esteem and start working. Nobodies gonna change your life besides you man. Get to work. Your not gonna feel better about yourself if you just post your stories on here. Unless you post your stories to see whats wrong with you and how to overcome your fears and insecurities. So in my opinion its your self esteem. Get to work on it.

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Cut the shit, time to fuck.

Here is a thought. Stop worrying about being "alpha," in the first place. Just go out and try to do something, anything to make yourself happy. I doubt that the alphas are walking around asking themselves if they are alphas.