Dude, ive tried manning up. Ive went through so much shit on inner gme its unfuckingbelievable. I know drugs arent a healthy alternative but idk shits been really hard for me lateley. Ive had a couple of severe traumas that have to do with loss, abandonment, and emotional hurt. These have fucked me up so much. I cant even imagine where Id be in life if I didnt find the community.
Im gonna admit I am a fucked up guy with alot of problems. And I am responsible for all of that. The good thing is that ive made alot of progress and keep on improving daily. The bad thing is after all this time I just expect something more. The best thing is that im only 17 so I have alot of time in my life to develop to where I want to be. Im seeing an EMDR therapist to help me out with these traumas. Ive been seeing great results.
I have bad social anxiety. Ive tried going out and getting out of my comfort zone but it just makes things worse. I tried everything from hypnosis, meditation, to all of that other stuff with some results but not the results ive been expecting. I guess I still have lots of time ahead of me and im very lucky to have found all of this material at such a young age.
Thanks for the advice though. Everybody can use a little tough love
