| Dear all,
Let me introduce myself, I am Prime Star. I am an international student currently studying at university in the UK. As you might have guessed, I have loads of problems engaging women (since if i didn't, I wouldn't be on here), The problem starts back in high school, were because of my looks, I was rejected god knows how many times. I approached girls and they just seemed to back off on the first step I made. Therefore, I became that guy, who people used to make fun of (because of my teeth).Indeed, the upper students used to point their fingers at me with them laughing. I use to go home, thinking to end my life but each time, I always thought it could get better and lived with this hope. I went to the dentist, had braces for more than 3 years, then had come here, which left spaces in between my front teeth and the cherry on the top of the cake is that my upper lip is small, therefore you can clearly see my teeth and part of my gum when am resting. In order to counter that, I have to use my down lip to cover it(like pushing it upwards, that just creates a bullet on your chin).When I laugh, its worse!! Since that very day, I have been blaming 'God' for this complex that I am living with till today. But then......
At the age of 18(I am now 21), I finally had my first girlfriend and I did everything that shouldn't be done(e.g kissing up to her, making her feel that I am nothing without her, In other words, being a WUSS). That was it, it finished after 2 months of dating. Then, before coming to the UK, I met this girl through facebook and we really hooked up, I would say she's an HB5(Chinese with BIG TITS, Hard to find) lol... Anyways, we got speaking etc etc, then when I came to the UK, on the first night I've met with her, I fucked her!! Her BJs are AMAZING!! lol but overall, I would never bang her again. Since then never got in contact with her neither did she! That is when I started reading David DeAngelo. I discovered the game. I changed my hairstyle, my wardrobe, took more care of me!! I didn't apply what I was reading though. Even if I tried, I would just freeze out if I went out. I remember I would always come back home, sober, and looking at myself in the mirror and all these negative thoughts going through my head. I discovered this year and then RSD Tyler which gave me all the hope i need: LOOKS DON'T MATTER AS LONG AS YOUR GAME IS GOOD!! I have been going out applying what I am reading, learning, hearing, watching everytime I went on the forums or watched the Dvds etc. I got a girl to tell me to add her on FB, another one gave me her phone number, and another one, I just took her phone and miscalled myself to have her number. I can clearly say, today, I walk tall, confident, a Leader some of these girls say 'am over confident & cocky', well thats what I wanted. I dress properly everytime...but STILL, i feel that my looks(teeth) are limiting me!! Everytime I approach a girl, I don't think about it, but when I get home and start texting, I already know its not going to go where I want to go and this happened for 3 of the girls which I mentioned above.
I am sharing abit of my life with you, so I hope you will understand the situation I am in. It's very hard for me at the moment. No women at all. I see them but I just blank out. I know I can do it because I've done it before but now it would just not happen. I can't really afford to get my teeth corrected at the moment, as an International student, I am already paying 8000 pounds(excluding living costs). To get my teeth corrected would cost my around 5000 pounds. I don't have this kind of money unfortunately. I need help, I need to improve my sexual life, my approach with woman. If someone could guide me, through the private messages. I promise I will apply everything that is reasonable. Please help..
Thank you for reading.
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CHAT