to start i am english
ok im 15 yesterday i was in a under 18 night club the theme was football not the american kind.
i was doing ok because i knew a lot of people their and their was a lot of HB-8+ but this group of girls in rolled up crystal palace shirts caught my eye they were talking to a security guard their and he noticed me watching them. Anyway this guy was kinda cool and i think he talked to them for me. I saw them pear over at me and began laughing. Im not sure if this was laughing in ridicule or just gurly giggling (although i think it was the first one) and it just felt like a kick in the stomach. i didnt realise what had happened until i got home and analysed the situation.
now i never saw myself as an unattractive guy but maybe i am i dont know and i usually dont care what others think
so heres a run down
Im mixed race although my skin is as white as any other white dude only exception being is my hair which is naturally afroish.
I have quite unique eyes i have 3 rings on my eyes a very thin dark blue ring then a thicker green ring then an extremely thin yellow ring around the pupil
i have freckles on my face no where else which i really dislike
i have an african Nose due to the fact my father is half Ghanaian
i usually have cornrows which get attention from good and bad sort
eg interested girls or violent gangsters who hate white folk
but at the moment i have my hair tied back
My clothing style is quite American and i import a lot of clothes from the states. aka converses combats baggy shirts and over the top hoodies
here are some pics
http://img301.imageshack.us/img301/5843 ... 39lyx4.jpg
http://img301.imageshack.us/img301/1093/dsc00011za1.jpg
http://img301.imageshack.us/img301/2462/dsc00013pd1.jpg