Hey guys let me give you a little backstory of where I'm coming from, been, and currently at. Throughout most of highschool I was a introverted loner, had a few friends and was infamously known as the kid who would succumb to peer-pressure and do stupid stuff (though very very funny). And then a miracle happened in my life... I found marijuana. I loved the shit out of Mary Jane, and for the last year and a half of HS I gained a ton of new friends, starting being more social, but also became somewhat of a huge-gaping pothead. Come my first year and a half in college, i decided to join a frat known for its complete roster of AMOGS, and since then I was experiencing a huge climb in pua learning. However, real recently I have come to realize that I have lost a huge portion of my socializition skills (especially when i smoke Marijuana = CANT THINK OR TALK AT ALL *stopped in college because of it*, still do on breaks... real bad) to the point where I cannot even have a conversation with a good friend from home for more than 30 mins. And this past semester I've just had a huge dropoff in my learning from the semesters past. I'm trying to figure out.. what happened? Is it because im giving a lot of my past beliefs (used to be a huge-conservative christain.. not soo much anymore), the fact that i'm in a social circle with AMOGs that are masterful at dissing, etc., or just the fact that I'm trying a change too great and too fast?

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Its the fuckin pot dude...Classic symptoms of being a pot head, incomplete thoughts, anxiety, trouble forming sentences, lack of motivation, lack of energy. CUT OUT THE POT...drugs dont help you be funny or popular, its all inside you man. You got a social circle now, u have friends, so weed out the weed. You will see a big difference.

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If youre not willing to risk, you cannot grow. If you cannot grow, you cannot be your best. If you cannot be your best, you cannot be happy. If you cannot be happy, what else is there?