| Ok guys, to be short, I am a student, I am kinda popular, I have alot of friends and manny manny people know me, I won my freshman prom in first year, I am a dancer, I have 4 times a week trainin on breakdance and streetdance, I am a fabulous dancer, I always smile, and always have a positive energy , everybody tells me this, I allways have something to do, I just can't stand it to just waste time and do nothing, or to be unproductive emotional or material, I play guitar, I dress nice, I read alot of books, especialy self improvement books, I am in a student society,I go gym! I live in a students hostel, I also have alot of friends here, everybody knows me, I was kinda shy , but since I started to read books about pua and bodylanguage, I started to be much more confident, and build better social skills! I have big dreams, I have great purpuse's in my life, I want to be one of the best doctor in the world, and make great reasearch for the humanity,I have a list with 67 dreams that I want to reach them, and list it's still growing and some dreams are beeing erased, manny people told me that they like me for beeing smart, and beeing a great person, with stuffs to do, and not beeing boring and so on...
The problem is that I don't really find my place!
I do have 2 friends that I love and that they love me, and would give a hand for me, and I would to, these friendships are gold, and hard to find, but I had the luck and found them! I also have other alots of friends but they don't really are like me, I mean, they are very boring and leting their lifes pass by them, and not haveing fun, or enjoying something, and I am them kind that always want to do something interesting, go to clubs, for example, I looooove going to the clubs, and dance the hell out of me all night, and always made people that were with me have fun , I love dancing as I said earlyer, lately I started do some pua, my male friends, aren't really interested about this stuff, they are afc's ,I still respect them, but I want to be good at this even alone, and without having at least a wing! I really want it!
Why don't I find my place? because I almost never find those kind of people that are fun, that like to go out often , and do interesting things, or crazy things, rarely this happens, I want an exinting and adventurous live and friends, I want a group that are always having fun and always spend time together , but I can't find them , I usually end up by asking me " hmm tonight I wanna go to that club , but wait.. with who should I go? " and when I ask , no one comes, or rarely I gather a group of 5-6 people that will go out, and they come, and just stand on the table and are looking around.. fuck it..! But I started to feel depresed , my 2 friends that I love them so much , aren't this type of people, and I understand that clubbing aren't their thing, and I will never give up on them no matter what, but I also want a fun group, I also have a problem , depsite I know manny people and manny know me, they never call me to hag out! why this? I always make them feel good, and they like me! When the go out, they don't call me , like I am boring and invisible guy!
Why this happens and how to resolve it?
I tought that practicing pua, will help me to just get friends and hang out, it's working a bit, I'm on the begining of my pua jurney! But I am affraid that They will be the same!
I started to ask myself if it's my fault I don't have the kind of friends that I have , or it's theyr fault because they are so fucking boring !
Any advice will be welcomed! Thank you!
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