i've recently had experienced how important inner game is. im pretty new to pua but read some stuff about inner game though.

i myself have very few friends and never had any experience with any girl, im only sixteen but at how i lived past few years i will stay that way for a long time.
girls absolutly dont see me as potential boyfriend, but recently i woke up and just felt like; fuck evrything im just gonna do whatever the fk i want. while i was on school talking to people with tis attitude i noticed i was getting some minor IOI's from a girl who was standing close to me. she wasn't that cute, but with my background with girls, i was really surprised by this as i was just being myself with a different attitude.

if only i could put up this attitude whenever i wanted i hope learning that anytime soon

Congragulations, it sounds like you have taken a small step on your path to self improvment. Keep looking for small oppertunities like this and you will slowly see yourself starting to change in significant ways.

Welcome aboard Joris,

This is the boat to your new self, Self improvement will be a continuous journey all the way.

Don't search for a reason to pitty yourself, search for a reason to improve yourself.
Get a wing and/or coach, enjoy life you'll manage.

-- WS

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True communication is communion―the realization of oneness, which is love! ~ Eckhart Tolle