| I just realized that i can do it naturally without teasing,routines and stuff when i feel confident.
This happened days ago,i was horny as hell (didn`t wank for 1 week,and i am 16 years old) my mind was just producing happy stories,funny lines and cute names for the girls i talk to.
I sat next to this HB10,and didn`t understand why the fuck i was so calm around her,it was like i was confident but angry,but when i sat next to her i just switched to a state of peace and calmness.
I never used observation openers but here it goes(my mind produced everything)
Me:Gosh!I wish there were TV`s here,so we could watch some chick flicks and sob for hours
HB:*Laughter*
Me:You look like a pinhead (i was really playful,didn`t know why)
HB:Yeah kid...
Me:Yeah my wrinkled old lady...
The train arrived and we hopped into it,i stuck my tongue out and started singing "la la la la la la la im sitting and you are not"
The whole train started laughing and everybody was shaking my hand,asking me questions etc.
I started playing with her hair and felt like kissing her,so i leaned in(don`t know how i got the courage) and she grabbed my fucking hair and started tonguing my mouth!
too bad i came in my pants.
So basically,i can do it naturally if im horny and had a good way (laughing with friends at school,talking to lots of people)
Why can`t i do this all the time? _________________ When you realize that rejection doesn`t mean shit you`ll try to find a way how to kick your own ass for being an idiot.
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