I did see the dog(briefly) but she seemed distracted or just not very happy to see me. She was in a rush so that could explain it.

Went to the class she was in yesterday as well. The teacher was late and i had to wait outside. When she [hb9] showed up she was wearing these sweats and she had camel toe showing. she eventually pulled the material out of her cooch without even looking down to notice it which tells me that she knew it was there beforehand --> she wanted me to look at it. we didnt talk much in class, nor afterwards. i talked to every girl except her in class. she got jealous, i could tell. i texted her a lot later on, again she was distant, i asked her what was up and she said she'd been stressed. i asked if we could have some honest conversation. i asked if she'd been stressed caus i came on too strong the other day, she said no it wasnt that. she mentioned she was having family issues and asked i was hitting on other girls in class. i called her and reassured her i wasn't, we talked for a while thereafter...

things between us are good. we're growing a bit closer every day. i probably wont be seeing her til next week, i have plans. we're moving so slowly, i now cant imagine us fucking for a while. i wanna speed up this process. the only idea i have is maybe punishing her somehow for rejecting my first kiss. other than flirting with other girls in front of her, how can i go about this without pushing her too hard.

also idk why she rejected that first kiss. i was kino escalating perfectly. kiss on the hand -> teasing her skin (leg and hand) -> massaging her back -> massaging her hand -> kiss. she accepted all of it accept the last part.

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Things arent going too hott with this broad anymore lol. In one week it seems she's cornered me as a player or something. I thought thats what she wanted, maybe she just wanted a sensitive guy

I'm not sure if i should start over from square 1(build comfort), go all in or just freeze her out.

I'm tempted to just go all in, tell her how i feel and hope to get my dick sucked. My horoscope said i'd get involved with someone and to take it serious today.

I could just freeze her out and hook up with other broads but i hate square one, i'd hate to have to start building rapport with anyone, it takes too much effort.

/sigh....

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At the end of the day you need to ask yourself, am I a sheep or a wolf?