Basically my fat ass has been becoming fitter for the past couple of months and others around me are noticing. So much so, that girls are going out of their way to start conversations with me when I'm out and about with friends. I am not use to females approaching and being the aggressors because I have been doing the chasing all my life.

My question is, I still got a huge wall of distrust of females. Because of past experiences, and so the casual encounters and short relationships these past months and weeks I have ended when I felt I am getting a bit too attached and close to the female.

I'm getting constant voice messages and texts by these girls saying why aren't I calling them, what did they do wrong, how come I ain't calling, etc...

I can honestly say that I have ZERO trust for the opposite sex. Anything they tell me about how much they are falling for me, or blah blah...I just cannot accept as truth, I just think they are trying to game me. Or when all of a sudden when I'm undressing one girl she says "I just got my period today". I stop, remain calm but won't return or conversate with the girl again no matter how much she calls or texts me back.

Anyone else feel this sort of distrust for females? I don't hate them at all, I love women but I cannot trust a single word they say. I have seen and witnessed female friends, "fake crying" and laughing about it later on in our social group about their chump boyfriends...

I feel weird posting this, since I haven't posted in a while but it was eating me up today while bored as hell.