| Hey guys,
I just got out of a relationship with my fiance. We were dating for 6 months, but we were together last year for awhile.
Last year we were dating and she just up and stopped talking to me (we lived 2hrs away at the time). I know it wasn't me, everything was going GREAT. Like right on track for a long term serious relationship. The shitty part is that she's the first girl I've met that's ever made me "heartbroken" I guess you could say. I'm the type of guy that can get over girls in a day, but with her I couldn't, I was just really mad, and hurt. (lol)
Anyways we started talking about six months ago, and she apologized for just up and leaving me and I told her how I felt about her and we decided to try it again. And decided to get engaged, lol. Well everything was going fantastic, until 3 weeks ago when I met her family.
I know that the biggest reason is because she's very independent, and not used to relationships, but she just started acting weird. Long story short she started talking to me less and less, and I know its not because she's busy, I've talked to one of our friends while she was talking to them too and she never text/called me back.
We talked today, and I told her that she needs to figure out what she wants before we actually try anything again. Part of me has become incredibly untrusting of her, and that's not the type of life I want to live. I'm not in the whole "shock" phase of breaking up, I've been feeling this coming on for a little while now. Its just like, FUCK. lol. I just spent the past 6 months of my life planning my future with this girl and now I'm trying to remember what it is I set out to do before her.
I think my biggest issue is just how unremorseful (sp?) she is, and how everything in a relationship can be gone in a day.
Comments, advice, rants? shoot them my way.
Thanks guys,
-Krazi.
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