hi my name is chris
ive been in a relation with a girl for about 2 years and a half and we just broke up about 3 weeks ago. i just want some feed back from you guys and i want to know what i should do. ok so this is how it went down i went to mexico for about a week i didn't contact her at all i must of commented her pics on myspace some shit liek that. when i was over there she left me a couple voice messages how she misses me and stuff. and i came back home i saw her once had sex then i left again and went to sd without really saying anything until i was leaving when i talked to her on the phone she'd be venting venting then after she'd vent i gave her shit then she'd start bitching at me. and like everytime we talk on the phone she starts bitching at me then after that i went away again this time i went to l.a. with my buddy about a week and i didn't even want to talke to her she kept trying calling but i was still pretty upset so i'd just tell her i was busy or i'd talk to her later then i get this message later on at night shes telling me she can do this anymore i felt bad yet i didn't let up i thought she joking so i didn't really take her serious at first i even told her i was gonna see her the moment i come back. so then days go by she calls me to check up on me about 7 days after she tells me she misses me and that shes been trying to hold herself back from calling me. at that moment i cracked i felt the horrable pain and my emotions where sallowing me up. then a couple more days go by and im getting over it then she calls me again and i turned her down again to hang out with me buddies then the next day i gave her a call and asked her why she called me and i ask her want she wants to do and what is she getting at in this break up. try to get some information outta her to see where this went wrong. then next day i went to go see her at work and it was bad i was like trying to get her back and she was like i have no time now im going to school and i work so im like ok ( the i dont care attitude) and left. she called me the next day and asked me why i went to her work, i told her i was in the neighbor and i was stopping by to say hi and she was like no really and i was like yea! really and she gave me the i dont believe you smirk.

its been two days and i haven't talked to her and i dont know what should do.
i feel like i need time for myself but at the same time i dont want to lose her
my parents are like if you dont hurry your gonna lose her to some one else who cares but idk if i can do this i mean i fucking miss the girl idk if i can the happiness she desearves plus i really want some time for myself right now to really getting on a good path so far im doing great and plus shes a fucking catch shes is loyal and independent at times till i put her on blast

plus this hasen't been the first break up
i know i have some bad communications skills with her idk i feel when shes around im comfortable but when things start dying down i start losing intrest and tend to hold back same way with her

WHAT SHOULD I DO!

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