Hey guys what's up? I do not like this transition i am going through, i'm finding that i'm liking this girl more and more, and now thoughts of "what if we break up' are going through my head.

It used to be, "it's too bad if we dont work, but i know i'll find someone else cool". Now it's like "i don't WANT that to happen" and every little gesture like i would always say things like "if we don't work out, we should still be friendsD" and she would always get a sad look and say "i don't want to think about that happening" and last night i said "if you ever want to cheat on me, just call me and break up before u do so b/c i hope you have enough respect for that" and she replied "if we broke up and it was my choice, i'd have to take time to get over you". That was something that was never said before and it gets me paranoid. I DO NOT LIKE THIS. I HATE feeling this way..

Just now i had a dream where i broke up with her, and she was like "why??" but after saying some stupid reason, she's like "if that's what you want..."

You guys all know that feeling if if that were to happen, that reaction of indifference is awful.

sorry she came into the room and seeing me on PUA forums talking about her wouldn't be too smart.

Basically, throughout our whole relationship i let it be known that although i like and enjoy being with her, if things aren't going to meet my expectations then i'll just move on. After she said "i'd need some time to get over you" i replied "i'd be out looking for girls the next day".

My approach has been, she's not going to feel as though i'm already won, although i do shower her with compliments and how much i like her, eye fucking ..etc. But her father left her when she was young, so i fear that i'm adding insecurity that is very bad, and she won't commit her entire being if i keep up this behavior. Why is it that i need more validation of our status then she needs?

I find it suffocating not to ask her "so, how long do u think we'll be together?" and questions regarding the relationship, meanwhile she never asks questions like that. Anyway can i plz get some insight into why i'm feeling this way and how i should reframe my mind/situation. I REALLy appreciate your time, thanks.

Lol dude. Seriously. You need to man up before you create a self-fulfilling prophecy. Worrying this much about breaking up will actually CAUSE you to break up.

If I were your gf, I would have broken up with you already!

Ok now I have made you fear, it's time to get on the right track.
STOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOPPPP asking these questions. Do whatever it takes to stop doing that, and stop acting like that. You're too needy and overprotective. I repeat, THIS WILL CAUSE THE VERY THIN YOU DON'T WANT. Whatever you do, stop doing that.

The other piece of advice I'm going to give you is DUDE, seriously, stop with the fucking "game". Stop playing hard to get and stop "gaming her". YOU'VE ALREADY WON HER OVER. ENJOY IT. RELAX. If you spend your life sarging you will never enjoy those timeless moments of mutual love.

It won't last forever. Just accept that and enjoy it while it does. Just because it won't last forever DOESN'T MEAN it won't last for a very long time. You need to forget about the destination and enjoy the journey.

You don't go through life thinking "WHEN WILL I DIE OMGGGGG!"

Instead you enjoy life and take the challenges as they come.

So, stop gaming her, tell her you love her, express your immense attachment to her in the form of passion, but leave out the relationship shit you keep going on about. It is VERY unattractive to girls.

Just because she doesn't say that stuff doesn't mean she isn't into you. I was similar to you in my first relationship which lasted 21 months.

Start being alpha and dominant. I know the game never ends, but just relax and be you. That's the only choice you got. Keep doing what you do and you will cause your own demise.

Good luck buddy.

This kind of puts me in mind of a youtube video I saw where a zookeeper is demonstrating his mastery over the zoo's crocodiles in front of a crowd. He does this by bashing one of the sleeping crocs on the head with a knotted stick. Clever huh? According to him, they have to be in the mood to eat; the rest of the time they're pretty docile.

Funny, but he actually looked surprised when, after a minute or so of clubbing this thing on the head, it spins around and sinks two rows of four inch teeth into his legs.

I guess I'm trying to figure out why you feel the need to talk about breaking up with someone unless there are huge problems between you (and the only one I can see is that you're a little freaked out about the way you're feeling.) Honestly, what do you expect her to say? If you prod and poke enough, you're bound to get a reaction you don't like - not to mention forcing her away. Enjoy being in love; you're spending too much time worrying about an invented future.

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This is spot-on, bro. Trust me, I've been like that in the past. I'm in a great LTR right now, and if my girl wasn't such a good person, she would've left me a long-ass time ago for all the bullshit caused from my insecurities.

And that's what it is -- lack of confidence, security, and inner game. So that's what you need to work on man. Over the past week I've been reading and watching PUA material galore to get over these issues.

Teach yourself inner game, and use it to become more of an alpha-male. In just the past week/week and a half, our relationship is better and I can tell she is so much happier without having the load of my insecurities on her shoulders! You have no idea how much this will improve not just your relationship, but your quality of life.

"This is more than picking up girls...it's about building a life!"

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Guys, i want to thank you so much. Fucking priceless replies. You're all absolutely right, i just have to take it a day at a time....the thing that is probably getting me is knowing how emotionally fucked up i've become in the past if a girl starts to fuck with me, breaks up with me. I just fear that if that were to happen, i'll hit rock bottom and all my confidence/game progress will have to start from scratch. Thanks again guys and i do love this girl and im just going to take it as it comes.

Hi!

STOP.STOP.STOP.

When you keep saying things like "how long do you think we were going to be together" or "if you want to leave or cheat just let me know" that's going to get her thinking.

"Damn he's really insecure about himself and I must be some super special girl that can do way better"

She also going to think "Why does he keep talking about breaking up, is that what he wants or whats supposed to happen?"


When you picture your ideal girl, do you picture some butch, buff, manly girl. I dont think you do?

Its the same way for her, she wants to be with a fucking man. She wants some one that can be strong and confident and can protect her. The way shes going to see it is, how are you going to take charge and lead and protect her if your not confident about your self.


Stop worrying if shes going to leave and just be with her. All the time you waste wondering how much longer you have her, you could be using it to better yourself and make her want to stay.

Last thing

If she does leave, no sweat. You were able to get her and you'll be able to get another one after that.

Good luck bro and we're all here trying to help you out cause some of us have been through what your going through.

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