i"ve been seeing this girl for about 5 months and talking to her about 10 months (met online) and been gf and bf for about 1.5 months but for all intensive purposes we will just call it 5 because nothing has really changed just been see each other the whole time.

i spend 5/6 days with her about every other week and some times sooner then a week

i am out of work for the winter that's how i made time to see her. she lives in the big city i live in a small town with my parents well their selling the house this year prob. for this to work between me and my dream babe i need get a job in the city while also planing not having a place to live..... i had a drunk convo about it didn't go bad at all didn't bring it up after that until i was drunk again didn't go that well. so i brought it up while sober and told her i have to move out anyways why not be closer it went very well and that off the table.

she is the type that gets a lot of guys drooling over. i didn't settle for her i wanted her not just out her looks awesome girl. needy guys roll off her like super hydrophobic rain drops. i play it cool as hell she really likes me alot and tells me how great i am. i am really in love with her, my friends can tell because i have never ever acted like this even with past gfs and randoms.

i got drunk i told her i loved her in a joking manner so i didn't freak her out she got mad at me and told me i should only say it if i didn't mean it (witch i do) and told me it means a lot to say that. i think though it might freak her out because it may over whelm her and make her think things are moving to fast.

so i have cut back on my drinking so i can gain weight lifting giving my best. its her birthday soon and she told me i have to drink with her (fuckin right i am) i drink heavy,but i dont puke fall over and act like a tard at all. what ever cant change that and i tend to open up and not hold my feelings back i am afraid i might tell her i am in love with her. some how i end up thinking these thing are a good idea when i am drunk, partially because i get away with most of it alot if the time.

i feel like she may say it back it still worry's me it could freak her out.

Sounds like you've got a problem with alcohol. If you can't fix on your own you should seek-out a local detox centre.

Yeah when you drink a lot your emotions come out so i suggest drinking a few less when going to her birthday so you can control yourseld and have better game although i must admit by drinking a lot my game improves but it could just be me thinking game is good as alcohol fucks you up prettt good.

Guys overal think there super funny when drunk but when you go out sober you can see its not the case.

Good luck on her birthday!

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thanks for the concern or neg like said before i hardly drink.
also we drink about the same amount not like i am sneaking shots in the bathroom, i tend to get her to drink more then she usually does. no puking or falling over just a typical run of the mill hang over.

also i don't drink very much while we are out until we get home, its cost to much and i would never want to look dumb in front of her friends.

So she got all weird because of a joke? Is that it?

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