I posted earlier about a girl I wanted to get to know so badly. She went away from her job for the summer and I guess she's not back yet (Friend of mine knows her).

As most people do, I tried to search her up on facebook ages ago, no results.

Turns out, her name is spelled oddly and today, right now, months later... I found her.

Now, before I get to the good part, I found another girl. I'm not a girl addict, I don't need a girl to talk to because I have hobbies and goals of my own, but she just came along.

Moving forward. These pictures of this girl... no doubt she's very attractive, but that "spark" is totally gone. No feelings, nothing. I am shocked at how I could have been this obsessed with a girl.

I look at the pictures and feel no other emotions than - how could this girl have had me hooked for so long. What did I find so special?

That's not to go after her, but what was wrong with me.

Anyways, you guys were right - as always.