Hi guys,
In need of some guidance.
In a relationship now for around 18 months and my girlfriend is CONSTANTLY asking me about getting engaged/married. I love her (in spite of some issues she has... we all have I guess) but I feel pressured.
She's asked me when I'm thinking of proposing and talked about different churches etc.
Part of it is nice but another part of it wants me to tell her to relax and wait.
She's already put down an ultimatum... if I don't propose before our fourth anniversary of meeting, she will leave me!
So I've around a year to make a decision which isn't helped by both my financial position and her constant badgering!

Now to the next bit... she wants kids. I've never been certain and would be quite happy to live a selfish life and enjoy the most of my money etc. but I'm not totally against the idea.

I'm coming across a bit of a flip-flop here but it's a difficult decision and one that I'll have to live with for the rest of my live.
I'm not looking for a divine answer here & partially just wanted to write this down.
I'm in a fortunate position I know

Thanks,
FBAFC

The divine answer is already here. You wrote it down yourself. Basically you can just read her what you wrote here.