| HI, I am not sure what the right thing to do here is...
Me and my girlfriend broke up, i didn't feel like she was doing enough for our relationship, and we agreed that if we broke up and would get back together after 2 years or so, at this point we had been together for a year, and was totally in love. So it was a mutual decision.. Three days later, i wanted her back, and she told me it was too soon, i asked if i should move on and she told me to try and forget her.. 2-3 weeks later she writes me, she misses me and so on.. I gave up after a week of constant spamming from her side, and started to meet with her.
We more or less started to see each other, and she really wanted to get back together, but i told her i needed to think about, and we didn't take a decision, but kept seeing each other as if we were still dating (only thing missing was to make it official). But i was in doubt, i didn't know if i wanted to remain single or start dating again... After all i had missed being single, but i kinda know that if i remains single i will miss her after 3 months..
Last night i really didn't want to get to close to her, and she could feel something was wrong, so i told things wasn't working out, and we should stop and see each other again in the future a couple of years from now..
We both got really sad, but i had a feeling it was the right thing, we cried a lot really, and i felt so bad for hurting her, i felt like i was a big asshole, and hurting the one i love feels so bad...
Anyway, today i feel like it was the wrong decision, and i can't stop thinking that the single life will stop making sense in a couple of month...
any advice?
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