Life was going great until I met her. So here's what happen. I met this girl at a bar thru some mutual friends. She was smoking hot but seemed a little crazy. Before I left that night she slipped me her number. We went on our first date and she was telling me about all the drama in her life, (crazy ex boyfriend, lost job, etc..) She talked the whole time lol. Seemed like she was on drugs but idk. Red flags went up but couldnt resist and had sex with her that night.
After a few weeks of hanging out on a regular basis and pretty much having the best sex of my life with this chick. I run into a friend of mine who happens to tell me about some hot chick he banged a week ago and its HER! Then he goes on to tell me he's known her for years and she bangs everyone, used to strip and does drugs. Of course
So I talked to her a few days later and told her I'm not looking for a relationship but that I'm down to just hang out and have sex. She was cool with it and said she didn't want a relationship either.
So now it's been about 4 months of hanging out like 5 times a week. I never initiate text/calls and would sometimes make excuses to not hang out cuz I was chillin with other chicks just as I'm sure she was with other guys.
In the past few weeks she hasn't been hitting me up as much and she hasn't spent the night for a couple weeks. She posted a pic of her and some dude on her facebook and it bothered the shit out of me. But it shouldn't.
I feel like I'm losing her which should be a good thing but I'm finding myself feeling super bummed, not able to sleep or eat.. Like I'm in love with her. It's crazy because I know I shouldn't be with her but I can't help it. I'd like to get it back to how I had it but idk.
Have any of you guys had this situation before? What would you guys do here?