relationship: 6months
lady: HB-8
about two months ago she went into a depression that lasted a month in december. i couldnt really be there because of the holidays. i was out of town; however, i always there by phone and did my best to be there best i could. the depression lasted about 3 weeks or so..

after december, january came by and she was extremely ill because of the depression messing up her immune system. In January, i started writing her poetry and love letters ( in a manly way; some what relate able to old civil war love letters). two weeks into the month, i got to see her again and felt like a basic first date. extreme emotional connection, kino, and of course making her laugh and having a fun time.

after january, came february and i accumulated about 12 letters by valentines and decided to give it to her then since she wasnt expected me to come. unfortunately, she lefted early and i missed her. in about two months we've only seen each other one time because of busy schedules. she currently works five jobs and a full time student.

after valentines, i let her know i came by her work space and she replies i should stop and that i didnt get the hints she was dropping me. i PUA'd my way to reversing the situation and letting her know i knew all along and made her feel like i dumped her with leaving the possibility of rekindling our love after spring when were both not so busy and that i honestly want her to read my letters about how much she means to me along with the fact that she never lefted my mind.

since early february, ive been succesfully picking up ladies and focusing on school.


what is your advice on being able to handle the situation? my goal would be for her to take the letters and read them

Thank you for your time and hope to see some insight on this topic; also could be a nice little rant i needed aha

After a girl goes through a serious depression, it's not unusual for her to cut ties with all of the people and things with whom and which she associated with during the depression. It sounds like you may have fallen into that category. I'd give her her space for the time being and revisit her once spring and summer roll around. I mean, she's in school and working five jobs, so it's not like she's going anywhere.

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Thank you Giggles. that does make sense to me because she is theoretically throwing away the toxins in her life and being in a relationship would take her time thus making it a drain on her seeing as we cant legitimately be together.

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we locked eyes at school and she seemed extremely sad through her eyes as she looked into mine. my mind set was is this a dream? a sort of confused yet unintimidated mindset. i couldnt say anything to her because we were a distance away and i would of been late for class.

what do you guys think this sadness could be from and mean?

also as we looked into each others eyes, my gut was turned into a knot and my heart started to pound.. i want to say anxiety?