Finally got the prettiest of all the girlfriends I've had. I took sometime off from all the PUA stuff and worked on myself. Hit the gym hard and the results really payed off, I attracted the girl I WANTED, hottest girl where I work (big mall).

Anyways its been three months already and I feel I'm handling it pretty well noting that she's almost living with me, is ''in love with me" but things have come up which I question a lot. I would like to know other people's thoughts on these

1- Tries to make me jealous sometimes, says its "cute" when I am since it shows he I care. It kinda pisses me off that for her to feel secure that I care she must get me jealous to solidify my feelings for her. Just makes me wanna cheat on her really, she comes up with these random ass stories that always begin with ''Babe, this is not to make you jealous or upset but....and end with ''you should be glad I was telling you the truth, I coulda just kept it from you''. Stories usually involve some guy trying to holler at her but her rejecting him at the end.

2- I feel patience is something I gotta practice with her 24/7 , we are together ALL the time, every day. Sometimes I feel she just turns, flips or intentionally pulls the conversation into a negative direction making her the victim and I feel like FLIPPING THE FUCK OUT and telling her off. Its like shit-testing me all the time, I hold my compulsure but it is difficult.

Example: Her phone dies, she asks to hold my phone for a day...I explain nicely that I also need my phone to go through out my day, and she flips it and says that I am mean and don't love her or trust her which is the reason I wont give her my phone, and asks me what she's supposed to do.

3-Sex: Not bragging here, but I really think (and I might be wrong) the reason the girlfriends Ive had have fallen inlove with me is because I am a great lover. I'm well endowed (a bit over 8 inches)and just to make it BETTER and have sex-marathons I take sex-pills that enable me to last as long as I want and fuck as many times as I want in one night. Even though I am aware of my talent I am also very insecure and sensitive because I feel like I must be superman ALL the time, I MUST be the biggest and best shes ever had and any aimless comments on her part I take deeply to the heart and multiply them in my head times 100, they can revolve inside my head for days on end. Here are some problems I come across

- I've made her cum twice by eating her out, it takes a long time 20+ minutes of eating her out, moving my tongue really fast on her clit...but most of the time my tongue gets tired and she finishes herself off by rubbing her clit with her finger while I lick it..then she comes...is this OK? or am I doing something wrong?
She admitted when I eat her out she feels like coming but she doesn't let herself, then refuses to talk about it. She's told me "Im the only guy that's been able to make her come by eating her out, and that another guy once made her come another way''.

That last statement of a another guy making her come another way stayed in my head, fucks with me, and haunts me. I didn't ask, and don't know if I should ask her, but it REALLY bothers me. Should I ask or should I not?

I can usually last long and stay hard, she moans loadly when I go deep, usually when I orgasm using a condom, I become more ''passionate'' I feel like shes going with it and moans more and more, does this mean she's cumming?

Little comments like those, make me want to avoid having sex with her.


Thanks for reading, I know the sex part is long, but its the section I have the most concern in lol.