Aren't you the guy who's girl kept kicking your ass all the time but you still wouldn't let go? You would chop off your own finger and mail it to her so you could touch her one more time.
There are lots more special little snowflakes in whatever dumpster you dug this one out of.

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Neo man,

Come on you, you can give more insight here. I need to know my next course of action here, I really do, I need to know what I am going to do next.

Because this is eating me alive.

Is this done? Even if she wants to meet up for sex?

Extremely important. A 9/10 will kick you to the curb if it's not good the first night.


Agreed.

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Translation: "You're too emotional, sent me too many texts, created too many negative emotions, and it killed my attraction for you."

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Is there a way I can get her attraction back?


Look, Right now I do feel depressed, but I don’t know if its because I realize now it’s truly over with the girl or deep down I am depressed. I can’t help but want to stay in bed and just lay there for as long as possible to pass the day, I do not understand why I feel this way or why I feel this way, but that’s what I feel like I want to do.

I know her and I weren’t committed to each other, it was just my turn, but I got fucked over I feel like. Her roommates fucked me over, getting involved, everything from telling lies about me to telling her to end it with me. They have destroyed me and now I imagine her with another dude because she feels justified being single. She gets hit on every single second of the day so it’s no surprise that there’s going to be a guy soon. I did mute her SPAM messages, but now I don’t know what to do next. Should I keep talking to her casually, calmly, do I distant myself, or should I message her something to end it for good? I want her to feel bad, I want her to actually have an ‘aha’ moment as if I say to her – look, be honest with me, I know you use to care deeply about this, do you not want this anymore, because if so, I think it’s best I let you be because I don’t recognize this girl you have become.’ Is that a good idea?

I feel like I should go home and try cognitive behavior therapy or something, to try and fix this, or am I just butthurt about this chick, or is it deeper than this?

Honestly, I just want to know how can I recover from this? Can I be honest to her at all, can I have a conversation with her and somehow appear alpha. Shouldn’t I be moving on from her? Once I showed the beta side, is there a way I can return to Alpha to her?

My home is Belgium, where my mother and father live, I have my room and shit there, I guess I could really apply to jobs and stuff from there in Belgium and London. However, I am in Toronto right now and have an interview Wednesday. I don’t even want to be in this shitty town, to be honest.

If you tell me to block and delete her, and why, I would do it. Without saying anything? I cannot keep going like this. Waking up is getting harder and I sound like a bitch. Understand this, I'm not an average beta, I have things going for me. I am just struggling. Getting girls in America was no problem for me, was easy, but now I am fucked I feel. Just please help me with this one, is there any way I can get her back wanting me. I just want her back or showing me she wants me.

I know how I appear writing all this, I just feel anxious.

The way you convey yourself in that last post is exactly why she said she doesn't want to talk anymore.

She used the words "can't take the drama".

You have to learn to be emotionally centered. When you get this needy with a hot woman, she'll end things. The only fix is to cease all contact and game other women.

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Skinny, theres a lot thats fundamentally wrong with you and I truly believe that a forum like this isnt a place for you. You need professional help...you're not a typical guy sad over a breakup, you're a guy who is suffering from deep rooted issues and this is chronic pattern of not being able to let go. You're in pain, it sucks but we've been here before.

How do I fix deep rooted problems. I don't know how to fix this.

Shes been messaging me all day, so I called her, I said hey, can I ask you a question, is this over, you told me to my face that I lost you, so have I lost you?

She avoided it, saying, 'why so dramatic?', 'I told you my answer before', okay so I let two days go by I processed that deep conversation, I am being adult about it, is this over and are you done trying here and have i lost you? She avoids answering the question.

Then hangs up.

Her reply:

Stop being dramatic I still see insecurities and issues here I don't want to be in a relationship right now I don't want anyone to control me I want to have time for myself and be able to live my life without stress and drama

It's hard to not laugh at this. I wish I could talk rationally to you but you have been going in this same circle for years on this forum.

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Didn't you hire a personal coach?

Skinny go take a pill and meditate

Seriously, why?

Read your old posts and find out if you are doing the same things over and over again. Then read the advice and see if it's the same advice that you received over and over again. If you are here now doing the same things that you've always done and then keep getting the same advice, why keep coming here for help because you know that it's not working for you.

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Mate,

I do appreciate all the advice that is offered to me by you guys, I do. This situation isn't the same as my last girlfriend, though. Yes, at the demise of the relationship, I feel the same feelings. Call it, anxiety, tension, I feel it.

All I know is, I feel depressed, but I don't know if it is because DEEP DOWN I am a depressive, or it's because of a girl. If I think hard about it, I think these girls are a distraction for me, that I want to lose myself in them, or seek external validation.

The point, this girl isn't my ex, they aren't the same. This girl cheated on her boyfriend with me and then broke up with him to be with me. We were together, and I guess I didn't know what was going on, I felt... anxious and wanted to control her in a way. Seeing her follow random guys, telling her that's annoying and that we should be respectful towards each other. Then her roommates got involved and absolutely told her it was unhealthy and I was crazy after they were the ones telling her to go for me.

Right now we are talking, and its casual, and its hard, shes chilling with her old high school guy friends now and I just dont know what to think. Honestly. Its hard for me. This feeling, its really hard.

I dont know what to do, stay here in Toronto, go home, seek serious therapy? I really dont know.