When I first met this girl she was with a friend at the bar and I still managed to pull her that night but failed lmr. The next night she hmu and we went out again and this time I f-closed. I kicked her out after and said I'm not going to text you, but you can text me, I only ever want to see you in this apartment. She said she likes me and hates it and doesn't know why.

A month passes and I hit her up to come meet me for a drink. She shows without question. When we go to leave she puts up resistance. Tell her we are going to watch a movie. She comes over and 5 mins in I start escalating and she puts up a huge fight and wants to leave. I persist until we fuck. Afterwards she is very attached...but I kick her out and go to fuck another girl who has been waiting for me in the rain for 1.5 hours. (I double stacked meets that night, and a 3rd even showed but I flaked).

The next day she texts me back at 430pm and says we have to talk. I said come to my place. She shows up right on time. We walk to the bedroom and she stops and hits me with the shit test most would run into on the first date "If feel like this is just about the sex and that's all you want"

I didn't answer just tried to kiss her and she refused. Sat on the bed and talked more. I didn't try to be all CnF and told her straight up that yeah I want to have sex with you, but I've also gone out with you every time we have met up. She got very defensive and tried to leave but I literally pressed for sex so hard until she gave in. Afterward we went out to get food and she seemed shocked. She grew more and more attached to me. We went back home and went back up to watch the movie and she still put up defense and said I don't want to have sex with you blah blah and I still fought and fucked her again but stopped halfway thru because it just wasnt good at that point. She wanted to spend the night but I told her I never sleep with girls (I truly do not)

She knows that she is one of many options. I even show her my phone and everything I canceled to be with her that night. She says if we are to do this, she just wants it to be her. I tell her I can do that, but she must understand that if she does not reciprocate to the agreement I will drop her like a bad habit. She tests me again by saying just delete my number and I'll delete yours like nothing ever happened between us. I said no and we agreed to meet Saturday night out in town.

She said she's very cautious because this exact situation happened to her last year and yet she came home one day to the same guy fucking one of her friends after they had the same conversation. She said she likes me and she hates it but there's something about me and when we have sex it's different than anyone else.

The real kicker...I made this same exact promise and had the same conversation with the girl I fucked right after who waited for me in the rain for over an hour.

I have 0 exp. With managing situations like this because I have always been the ONS guy and always drop my fuck buddies etc. Because I do not know how to manage female bullshit on a long term basis.

Is this bitch playing me or is she really just a decent girl that I am being oblivious to because I'm so ruthless with women? Please note, EVERY time we have gone out, I have always made her pay for food and drinks. So far, she had spent nearly 100 dollars on me, and gotten it hung in return but 4 bangs and lots of my load.

Somebody help me before I fuck this up, both with her, and potentially the other girl.

The last thing I want is to fuck this up by showing I care. I'd rather lose for being a heartless prick than going out the other way. The fact that I have to push for sex like breaking down LMR all the time means she is just very insecure or she really doesn't like having sex with me and wants to turn me into her doormat bf.

You can't be helped.

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Seriously give me something more than that

Anybody else have some real insight here? Am I totally fucking this up? Is she playing me or am I being paranoid?

This is the core of your issues. You're a phony trying to protect your feelings and is on defense while your faking offense. I suppose it's easier to manufacture a reason for women not to like you when you're ego is fragile.

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Fragile, but also astonishingly huge!

OP your problem is you have a deep rooted hatred for women. It's flagrant in every single one of your posts. That's why I said you can't be helped.

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Yeah, sorry OP... This is true.