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I am a guy who has been hurt by many crazy women in my life. I've become a badass, in my mind, from all this experience and learned to keep my heart and emotions more locked up. Then came Karla who kind of turned me soft again. As soon as I describe how I met her and what she does for a living you will probably have told me every decision I made from the get-go was a bad one as well as that I am crazy.
I went to Tijuana a month ago to the club Hong Kong with some friends. I met Karla there. She was an escort working there. She is a 9 out of 10 to me, physically. We sat, talked, had some drinks for a couple hours. We hit it off. Now, that's her job to make you want her and I understand but I am pretty sure I saw a genuine connection. I ended up paying her for sex. Amazingly she gave me two "pops" because she enjoyed the sex. Afterwards I was smart enough to know that she would never speak to me again after the "John" paid his fee. Turns out she came back up to me at the club later and wrote down her phone number and email and told me to get a hold of her sometime. Then it turns out she asks her boss to get out of work early so she can hang out with me. We went to a strip club together. Then we went back to my hotel, had sex, went on a walk in a garden, etc. She spent the night with me and even slept very close next to me. The connection I felt with this women was stronger than any women I've met in my entire life. It was strong enough to make me totally drop my rock solid guard down and get that "oneitis" feeling. She is smart, goes to college in southern Mexico, but comes to TJ to make that money on breaks. The hooking doesn't bother me. She has plans to graduate college next year, get her visa, then move to America. There were plans to visit every 3 or 4 months until she moves up here.
We kept in communication every single day since then all throughout the day. Almost more then I would like because I don't want things to get boring but they don't. We always laugh, make jokes, poke fun at eachother, we have SPAM, she's sent me tons of pictures of herself, and even kept in touch while she was on vacation last week everyday. She suddenly started labeling us as dating. She started saying she loves me, wants to live with me, and start a family someday once she finishes school. It's been like this for 3 weeks. Everything she said seemed very genuine. She mentions love every single day and wanting kids. My mind said it seems way, way, way too soon for someone to talk like this but I just didn't see any of the red flags yet previous crazy broads gave me in my life.
A few days ago she told me we will be together forever and after that BOOM, she starts ignoring me. I don't double text nor have I asked her what's going on. I sent a simple "Good afternoon, I miss you" message. It was marked as "seen" and she never replied. Days have gone by and there's been no communication but she's constantly online. She obviously made the decision to not reply to my message or reach out to me anymore.
What do you think would make a chick talk about how much she loves you and then the same day ignore you and keep up on the ignoring for days? I haven't double texted her because I don't want to come off as needy or that I'm worrying. What do you think probably happened in her mind? I don't want to say I have oneitis although just making this kind of thread would probably convince you I am, haha. I have another chick I slept with last weekend and continue to speak to and she has kept the oneitis down. I am not sad but just kind of angry and confused why someone can speak all the stuff about love, making plans, and then disappear at the snap of the finger. Do I just ignore her for life or do I eventually ask her what's going on? Judging by this behavior she probably won't reply anyways. We use an app called Viber and I am thinking of just uninstalling it as she's the only reason I downloaded it. I planned on waiting a couple weeks but it almost seems pointless. I should probably uninstall it tonight. Should I do that? I bought a plane ticket to see her June 6th as we had very romantic plans. That seems like it probably won't happen now. I will be seeing her June 6 either way at her place of employment. Now that I am going to Tijuana alone I will go right back to club Hong Kong, where she works, and have some fun in the strip club. She will see me. I will see her. Who knows what happens. She way pretend she doesn't know I exist, she may try to come up and talk to me like nothing bad ever happened.
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