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Questions Stephen B, to get more background:
1. What are the good things about your relationship? What are some nice things she has done?
I am ending one part from my side on this forum. Look at it as a resolution to all the questions I repeated over and over again. To answer your query briefly - this was a main screening process and I found out I couldn't wish for better girlfriend, she is a RS material. By making few changes in my attitude, accepting that she is almost zero experienced and my role in it, improving my communication, with some honesty on the table, I realized that I am extremely paranoid and insecure person because of my negative experiences before her as I swore back then that I won't commit ever again, but... She couldn't do better, and even her past was not what I thought to be. Her experience was negative one and she didn't even have full blown sex before me. I managed to talk this out once and for all. She was probably afraid of not having any relevant past whatsoever in front of me, initially, because of social conditioning. I won't go into details. Now, after removing all my doubts and seeing where I've played things wrong by having very bad inner game, which has been shown in all my posts, I see this girl is worthy. Not all my game was bad, especially outer one by balancing between "alpha" as much as logically required, but I really want this girl so I've abandoned game playing when required as well. This will be a one year relationship easily, with no mistakes made, and with such established connection we definitely both plan future.
I'm not suddenly saying she is perfect, I could point some traits, considering she's young she occasionally drinks typically(not on excessive level without boundaries, but still...), has some immature personalities as friends, and so on, all which will reflect upon the following chapter of our relationship.
But the point being, just about proving that its seriously working out, getting better each day, the real test is around the corner. We are turning the next page in our lives - this has now become LDR recently. Its not so far, not much distance, there will be time together, but twofold less, and we attend two different colleges. This is probably a closing info by me on this forum, because the rest depends on external factors. I've done my best, really, we both know that we truly want to spend future together, but I've never been in LDR and I understand not much can be predicted by forum, PUA, or anyone. I won't bother you with dynamics of LDR furthermore.
Thanks everyone who shared their time on my case.