| Well, I went to her mums last night and picked up some of my stuff. Had a good honest conversation with them, they're great people and we have a fantastic mutual respect, they even told me not to stay a stranger and pop around now and then which I don't think is right. They also said if I want to take her xmas present back because she doesn't deserve it, which I refused because it was bought when we were happy, and although I'm not rich, money can be made next week.
They told me so much, how much she's put on her parents, things that are un-imaginable, atleast things I would or never could do to my parents. Also told me, how she's fucked up every good thing in her life with stupidity, and her smoking weed, does mess her head up, I've seen this side to her. When we first met she was off it, clean, thoughtful, caring and not wreckless, now the opposite, she's spaced out in her own little "I don't care, the world owes me a favour" kind of world.
They told me, I'm too nice to her, perhaps so, but I wont be a prick to someone I care about for the sake of it, just isn't me and what goes around comes back around. They said, at times she sits there and cries, about her regrets, and this will be another one to the list when she's feeling like shit, or if she comes off the green.
It felt good to hear such good and genuine words from a girls parents, because usually it's the opposite and everything's the guys fault.
It's time to get back to gaming now and finding my inner-self again, and what I've learnt is, I wont change the way I am, because karma's a bitch, it'll come back and bite you when you least expect. Treat people how you want to be treated. I'll rather live my life with no regrets.
To me, PUA is about, confidence, getting rid of approach anxiety and not being fazed by approaching and/or interacting with women, I have got over these obstacles before, and it made me an attractive person.
Thanks again everyone for the interest and responses in this thread.
Feeling good. Onwards and upwards. _________________ Been there, done it, oh and still doing it!
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