ok does anybody else have this and how do they deal with it.

i love my gf. but i love game- living in 2 worlds

let me explain my situation and then ask some questions

i was a natural and have been with many girls throughout my life be4 i came across pua. i have never really been single for long (sign on insecurity i know but that was untill my latest girl) most relationships were like 1- 6 months with randoms inbetween. but now i ahve this girl who 1 have dated for 3 years, she is fucking great, could not ask for a better girl but since dating her i have been reading pua stuff and entering this world and i love that 2.

i love pua stuff becasue its so fun, exciting and interesting + rewarding. and what makes it bettter/worse is that pua stuff is making me a superstar in social settings. and its like a drug.

now these 2 worlds r really getting heavy. pua was fun. but now i feel like its something that i can excel at, and become great at.

i love my gf however i dont want to do pua stuff and just keep her.

i dont cheat on my girl, when i run game i just get the targets all over me and then say i have to go ect. might get their number but always explain that im flaky and probably wont call. "leave em better then u found em..... yeah i know sorry that bit is bad" so yeah im totally evil when i go out cuz its the only way not to be evil to my girl.

does anybody else have 2 worlds, i explain 2 my girl friend what i do, she knows i run game but i never make her jealous or expand on details.

its funny i dont run game to get girls i do it to better myself and learn.

anyways its like the only issue i have that is complex

a good friend of mine says

" if u commint solid to game ur fucked cuz u will always think about ur gf"

and "if you commint to ur gf ur fucked cuz u will always think about the possiblities of pua"

any advice, surely some1else is dealing with this

ok laters






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sounds like the reality of someone who likes to play around in field, but also prefers to have a single serious relationship. The way you are going about it is the same way many do in the community--take the game to the point of a close, but never close (unless it's someone you find could be an awesome friend). If you find that midway point, eventually there will be balance.

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i just get the targets all over me and then say i have to go ect. might get their number but always explain that im flaky and probably wont call.

Nice...

Doesn't sound like you are hurting anyone, you are just having fun.
Girls do it ALL the time to boost their fragile egos. Have at it...

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