Aloha PUA's,

I ended up subscribing, due to my lack of confidence, specially around girls. Generally I call the attention of women with my looks, but rather awkwardly i find this quality a really hard obstacle in my life, heres why. I feel that i generate certain attraction but i make women uncomfortable at the same time. This is just an uncomfortable feeling i sense, until i start speaking... Yes i suck at that and i also sufer from low confidence and i really fuck it up when i start talking. Heres why..

I was diagnosed from social phobia and started taking pills and stuff. i developed this due to my parents constant conflict since i was young. This includes verbl and phisical violence. Through my childhood i was forced to learned that approaching a women would trigger something similar to my parents situation, thats why this phobia was stronger when around women. Literally my hands became all sweaty and my voice trembled when i confronted a girl until age 12. Afterwards i started buiding this personality of a rebel that kind of made me somewaht interesting, but i was never successful when talking to the opposite sex.

Honestly i think that pills won't make a difference in my life, so i started a research in the internet on how to improve my game.. my journey begun after reading some books "written" by the fictional character of Barney Stinson (how i met your mother), and ended up here after reading "The Game". I feel i have great potential.. And if any mpua reads this, i can get you to the best parties in Punta del este in january this year (hehe)... i hope i made my point, if not.. feedback pleaseeee