hi guys,

this may be a long post, but i feel a proper introduction is required, and may be useful for others in my situation.

I am 27 and i live in the Montreal area.

Now, i dedicated my life to understanding the game. I jsut quit working, and i begun going out a few times a week to build confidence and begin playing. Obviously i read and watch a lot fo the material out there. My mind is begining to accept how the world really works, i realize i can't fix it, jsut have to live it. I am completely changin my way of life, there is no way i will not do all i can to get there. Of course, i have to unlearn all the social programming i have (i have a bunch, rememeber, i considered myself a strong gentleman). I also have to understand how to stop being so serious, and how to become the funny guy again, the one i used to be naturally.


im happy to have found this forum and you can count on me to interract here, as i guess i will need advice (and i hope some day provide some) . Now begins the journey to find out how deep the rabbit hole goes....