Hi, I'm Suspiria,

and I too am an AFC for way too long.
Time to make a change.

I am located in a big city in Holland. I have traveled, lived and worked in South /North America and Europe so I've been around.

I am 30, I got in the game more 'heavily' a month or 4 ago, but read the game the game back in 2007. Since then havent really done much about it other than trying to set up a persona, but I now need to embrace the lifestyle and deepen my knowledge and skills to pursue my goals.

I see a lot of people positively and seriously helping eachother. I wish to contribute to that.

I work in the family business, and am studying my master degree in Business.

my goals are as of now (of course will be subject of change in the longterm)the following:
1. be in tune with myself:
- be less needy
- learn to control fear and anxiety
- have concrete emotional priorities
- be independant of outcome
- have better rhythm of life and sexuality through bodylanguage
- get rid of negativity
- add positive value to my peers and surroundings/positive social relationships
- more energy
2. have a more attractive lifestyle:
- be social dominator
- workout regularly
- eat better
- sleep better
- behave better
- stop smoking
- controlled drinking
- travel more
3. be more organized:
- be succesful in business
- finish masters degree
- have finances sorted out


All in all, I want to be a gentleman, with joie de vivre and savoir vivre. I want to have more fun in life and release my social inhibitions. and I think this forum is a powerful tool in achieving that.